Assalamualaikum..lama tak share pasal gigi kan? kali ni barulah sempat nak share serba sedikit tentang perjalanan sebagai dental student sepanjang sem 3 ni.Pejam celik sekejap je dah masuk year 2 dan lagi 1 sem lagi nak masuk year 3.total semua lagi 7 sem...hamek kau...berjanggut lagi nak tunggu graduate.But its okay, nak berjaya kena berkorban kan???
Semakin bertambah sem semakin banyak cabaran yang perlu aku tempuh. Setiap sem lain-lain cabaran yang kena tempuh.Sem 3 ni kena buat projek endodontic atau root canal treatment (buat dalam mulut dummy) . Then, projek prosthodontic iaitu kena buat wire bending (fuh ini yang mencabar n perlukan banyak hand skills). Tapi, best buat wire bending ni sebab tak stress macam buat complete denture..hahaha
Kelas macam biasa sangat padat daripada pukul 8 pagi sampailah 5 petang. Dah tak da SDL (self direct learning), jadi memang takda gap langsung. Sem 3 ni juga ada competency test, dimana untuk endodontic akan diberi masa 2 jam untuk buat access cavity dan untuk operative dentistry kena buat amalgam restoration. Untuk access cavity ni aku kena redo 2 kali. Hopefully, kali ke-3 ni akan dipermudahkan Allah..Amin.. Ada cuga competency test untuk prosthodontic iaitu denture design and then kena viva dengan doktor (ini adalah part paling cuak tapi kena confident bila nak present dekat doktor)
Terkadang ada sempat juga tefikir kenapa minta dentistry ni? Tapi, bila terfikir macam tu terus fikir balik susah payah parents demi nak tengok anak mereka berjaya. Selalu kawan mesti tanya kenapa rajin sangat. Kadang-kadang aku jealous dengan rakan-rakan yang lain yang macam gifted. Tapi, aku sedar setiap orang memiliki keistemewaan masing-masing kan? Aku bukanlah kategori yang gifted, yang dengar sekali terus faham, tapi aku kena tulis berulang kali supaya ingat. Jadi bila aku down sangat bila tengok orang lain semua berjaya sedangkan aku berasa aku juga berusaha ...I keep telling myself this...
Dont ever compare your struggle with anyone else
Allah knows better when is the best time HE wanna give for you
Just do your best and tawakal to HIM
I hope everyone who are in the same boat with me, we must keep going and dont ever feel like you wanna give up.One of my senior also telling me this whenever i tell her that dentistry is soooooo hard.
She tell me that
"Belajar gigi ni dah cukup stress jadi jangan tambahkan stress..i know u can do it"
(Thanks for always supporting me. You know who you are)I also like to thank to everyone that give me an encouragement to continue this journey.Yeahhh 7 sem to go.... We can do it!
Andddd....this is also the reason for me to keep surviving in dental school. I hope one day i can serve the needy and community. Waktu ni adalah first time aku join mobile clinic untuk refugee bangsa rohingya. I could see their brightest smile when they receive treatment from doctors. A few of them come from a far place just to get a treatment. Ada banyak dalam kalangan orang rohingya oral hygiene teruk dan tak ada duit nak pegi klinik gigi. Dan ada juga tak boleh pergi sebab ada masalah kerakyatan. Seeing their smile on their face motivate me to become a dentist and makes me realise that learning dentistry in dental school for 5 years is not just about getting pass in Exam (of course this is important) but serve them with a knowledge is also very important.
For the people that is undergoing frustrations or even giving up in life, have faith and be positive.InshaAllah He will guide us through! We will not be given a test beyond our boundaries!
Have a nice dayyyyyyy everyone :) May Allah bless all of us . InshaAllah.
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